X :):

Today,

I went angry and jealous just because X gets to go out with his friends and I don't.

I get angry because Fred tell me that he will accompany me,

but then he went on with his own friends.

I was angry.

But then,

I get lose control.

X tried to calm me down as usual,

but I didn't.

In fact,

I scolded X.

X wanted to break up with me,

after 2 hours of pleasing, begging and saying sorry,

I FAIL :)

Yeah,

it's my fault.

I guess X got fed up.

I really love X.

I never love someone this deep before.

I just wish miracles can happen.

Just so that X can come back.

X,

how does it feel like without me?

Without you,

There is an empty space in my heart.

I keep on thinking about what had happen.

Then I realize,

it is all my fault.

I hope I can read your mind.

I just want to know your feeling or what you are thinking when you say those words.

I feel bad.

No you,

it really is cold.

Every minute of sadness.

Nobody makes me feel better,

Nobody hugs me,

Nobody sends "Morning" to me,

Nobody tells me how much they loves me.

I don't know why.

When I think of you,

my heart is full of regrets.

But what to do,

too late.

I can only love you without telling you.

I can only tell a doll how much I love you.

Haha :)

I'm silly right?

I LOVE YOU :'(

MIRACLES :):